Just as the title suggests, this is how I feel now.

Scammers have entered my life again.  They won’t leave me alone.  It seems like the only picture in my head but when I think of it again, there are two scammers in my life as opposed to three.  Although I have not dished out money this time, the emotional impact on my daily life to just function is distorted.  I always questioned if I was being manipulated.  Then the confusion comes and the tension around my skull rises, I asked for peace.  The only time peace came was when I finally ended the day with God.

I share this not to bring a damper on the day but to help my readers realize that we are definitely going through the end of times.

By the end of the day, my mind was thinking of God; the Liturgy of the Hours; adoration before the blessed sacrament.  When I put these thoughts as I write, I feel the achievement from having fallen flat on my face again and picking up myself again to continue.  The word is perseverance.

My friend had sent me a video by Johnathan Cahn about The Olympian Mystery.  It was a recap and a prophetic episode of what happened at the 2024 Olympics’ open ceremony.  He described the history of the pagan beliefs and gods.  What I was enthralled by the most was not the desecration that took place but the consecration Johnathan called for us to do.

What does consecration mean to me?  To pray more.  Pray the Our Father.  Pray the Hail Mary.  Pray the Glory to Be.  Pray.  Pray.  Pray.  

While I thought of God, I talked to him in prayer.  The Liturgy of the Hours was prayer in itself.  Adoration before the blessed sacrament was meditation and prayer before Jesus.

Father God hears our prayers and we are to pray unceasingly until he deems to make our prayers come to pass.  It seems like a short way put into only a few words but prayers are intimate connections with God that can never be underestimated.