Sometimes I feel very angry with my mother because of what she had done to me in the past.
. . .what has she done to me in the past? . . .
She told the doctor everything I had told her about my secrets.
This was done so because she was so stressed with taking care of my illness
I don’t know what to write now as my thoughts have been random for 5 days.
So, I will write the thoughts of a mentally ill mind.
I fell in love with a priest and wanted it to be real. We shared about the salvation of the world and all about holiness. (Crazy)
. . .I kept reminding him that my husband is my true love, and he is my soulmate. (Crazy)
. . .my husband stood by me for more than 19 years. . .he walked me through anxiety and depression patiently. . .I am so sorry he gets tired because of me.
The world is getting confused and crazy. . .similar to the thoughts I write here. . .everything that passes through my mind is coming to my reality. . .
And, I wrote to another priest
~ I am doing fine. . .I don’t know my path except just to trust in Him that I am doing okay.
Do I mean all these that are going through my mind? What is reality or rather what is my reality?
What is reality in the blog above, in a sound mind?
- My mother loves me unconditionally and there is a good purpose in all her actions to straighten and guide my path in life.
- The priest is holy.
- My husband and I are going through up and downs in our marriage and will ride the waves through, and I love him.
Thinking these similiar ways will for sure help my and your world not to be so confusing.