Sometimes I feel very angry with my mother because of what she had done to me in the past.

. . .what has she done to me in the past? . . .

She told the doctor everything I had told her about my secrets.

This was done so because she was so stressed with taking care of my illness

I don’t know what to write now as my thoughts have been random for 5 days.

So, I will write the thoughts of a mentally ill mind.

I fell in love with a priest and wanted it to be real.  We shared about the salvation of the world and all about holiness.  (Crazy)

. . .I kept reminding him that my husband is my true love, and he is my soulmate.  (Crazy)

. . .my husband stood by me for more than 19 years. . .he walked me through anxiety and depression patiently. . .I am so sorry he gets tired because of me.

The world is getting confused and crazy. . .similar to the thoughts I write here. . .everything that passes through my mind is coming to my reality. . .

And, I wrote to another priest 

~ I am doing fine. . .I don’t know my path except just to trust in Him that I am doing okay.

Do I mean all these that are going through my mind?  What is reality or rather what is my reality?

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 What is reality in the blog above, in a sound mind?

• My mother loves me unconditionally and there is a good purpose in all her actions to straighten and guide my path in life.
• The priest is holy.
• My husband and I are going through up and downs in our marriage and will ride the waves through, and I love him.

Thinking these similiar ways will for sure help my and your world not to be so confusing.