It’s almost the end of the day (2:36 p.m.) and I am still finding myself busy and not able to write about the merciful love from God.  But, God is patient.  Now, I write.

No matter what I have done in my life, God still loves me.

I was an angry teenager without God.  I was not developed spiritually at all and delved into pleasures of the appearance and of the flesh. Yet God did not leave me alone.  My appearance became secondary to what people saw in me.  My physical relationship began to be full and healthy.  Over the years, with Him being present in my thoughts, I chose to develop in FAITH.  All these I received from me, yes, but truly it was from God because He never left my side.

In my twenties, after being sent away to another country from being in a bad relationship, I promised a friend I would never go back to see the boy.  I broke that promise and my mental illness exacerbated.  Yet God did not leave me alone.  I got into mundane relationships one after another.  Yet God did not leave me alone.  I got married.  With Him always present in my thoughts, God guided me through loving my husband.  Self-help books were good.  Good routines were good.  Even meditation helped.  Then, I found I was blessed that He whispered guidance into my being after many failures at what I thought was love.  He found me.

What I have done may not be as much as what you have done, reader, but GOD’S MERCIFUL LOVE IS FOREVER FOR EACH OF US.  I implore you to choose to change your life to a relatively happy one (hoping it will develop you spiritually and one life that is closer to God).